This week has been tough for some reason. I just feel like I’m stuck in a weird funk that I can’t seem to shake. It’s hard to get inspired to do anything positive right now. I think I started this week off on a bad foot because I’ve been complaining about the beach all week a long with a hand full of other things. Sometimes I let things get on my nerves that shouldn’t. Like teenagers are awkward and don’t always think before they speak, I know it sounds like a lot of us, but it’s a whole other level:) It’s hard to answer “Hey are you albino or Hey is that your natural hair color?!” so many times without being a jerk. I even got tone advice from a kid last night, he had to let me know that my guitar gave feedback and that he didn’t think it sounded good. I’m glad he told me since I wasn’t paying attention to what I was doing, I would have never known if he hadn’t pointed it out to me:) Sorry for the sarcasm.
God’s really using this summer to teach me about becoming more secure in myself and showing grace. It’s freaking tough though. I just have to remember, I was awkward once and still put my foot in my mouth quite often, I’ve just learned to do it with style now:)
Anyone else ever get hit with their insecurities like that?
